going for broke

soooo this is what going for broke was talking about. . . ..

putting it all in the pot and hoping the pot cooks up some good stew that people will want to consume.

its scary to put everything into one idea, one vision, one company. its scary to sign bank loans and swipe credit cards and write checks knowing that there is always the possibility that you are doing the wrong thing. that you might not have such a great idea after all. that your brilliant plan may not have been quuuiiiittttteee so brilliant.

but i am doing it. i am going for broke. though im too young to be broke. actually, no i take that back, this is the best time to be broke. before i know what fancy wine tastes like, while i still like the taste of ramen noodles, while thrift store couture is totally acceptable.

this is the right time to go for broke. and the pay out that potentially could come to us in the future will more that pay back for the agony i think. the thing is, to create something, to have an idea and see your brains thoughts turn into something people want to give as gifts or put on their kids or see as interesting is such a great feeling and i am really loving it. and i am really suprised that it has happened. seeing punkster in magazines is strange to me, thats my idea! its like having your diary published, only not the sappy stuff. . . actually kind of like this blog. . ..

going for broke is scary, but to me, going for nothing is scarier.